Quotes are out of control today. I can't find myself to actually write anything. I'm trying really hard to get out of this weird headspace I'm in. I'm trying really hard. So I'm trying not to bring any emphasis to it by explaining it and beating it to death over and over again. All I want is to be okay with everything. To be okay with the way things are going and me being by myself. I read a quote that made a lot of sense, once I'm okay with everything, that is the only time I will be okay. So that's what I'm going to work towards.

I don't know if I'm ready to give up, I'm still hopeful but once I reach this point of accepting everything I'll be able to carry on with my life in a healthy way.