Miserable.. Or cranky

I'm so tired but I can't physically bring myself to sleep all day.

I can't download beyonces album cause I can't afford it. 

I'm losing someone I love. 

I wanna go snowboarding, can't afford it.

I have more gifts to buy I just realized. 

I'm so fucking miserable. 

I don't wanna be but I'm also cranky as shit.