When crying stops you from falling asleep.

why does something I thought was such a good decision feel like such a mistake.
The last thing I want do is mess with people's feelings, but I can't stop crying and feeling like absolute shit.
Nor can I see the light at the end of this horrible heartbreaking tunnel.

I just want to run back in time. and Undo so much.

I just want someone to tell me if what I did makes any sense. If I'm on the right track.

I just want to sleep for the next 5 months and not feel this much pain.

I just want my best friend back. I know things won't be the same after this for a long time. And, if you were able to see how hysterical I am, you would know I can't handle waiting for that time to come